20+ questions

200. My middle name is:
ann.

199. I was born in:
1983.

198. I am really:
just that awesome.


197. My cell phone company is:
t mobile

196. My eye color is:
brown.

195. My shoe size is:
8ish

194. My ring size is:
4

193. My height is:
5'3" tops

192. I am allergic to:
amoxicillin.

191. I was born:
7/3

190. I am annoyed by:
slobs.  lazy lazy slobs.

189. Last book you read:
tuesdays with morrie.

188. My bed is:
hardly used.

187: One thing you hate about yourself:
my fears and my immune system.

179. My favorite Holiday is:
halloween... who doesnt love free candy?

178. The perfect kiss:
i've gotten already.

177. The last three cd's I bought were:
i cant remember a cd being purchased for a few years.

175. Are you living at home:
um yes?

174. Do you have any siblings:
sure do.

173. Are your parents divorced:
sure are.

170. What did you do yesterday:
worked.

:::I Believe In:::

i believe in tonnes of missing qustions, apparently.

142. Love at first sight:
attraction yes.

141. Luck:
no.

140. Fate:
no.

139. Yourself:
i try.

138. Aliens:
no.

137. Heaven:
dur.

136. Hell:
i do.

135. Ghosts:
eh.

134. Horoscopes:
psshhh no.  i do like fortune cookies tho.

133. Soul mates:
being with who you are meant to be with.

:::Which is Better:::

MORE MISSING QUESTIONS!!

129. Hugs or Kisses:
both

128. Drunk or High:
i get high on potporri.

127. Phone or Online:
message in a bottle.

126. Red heads or Black haired:
im brown.

125. Blondes or Brunetes:
im brown.

124. Hot or cold:
depends.

123. Summer or winter:
fall.

121. Chocolate or vanilla:
both.

120. Night or Day:
evening.

119. Oranges or Apples:
honeycrisp apples

118. Curly or Straight hair:
i can have it both ways.

:::Here's What I Think About:::

116. Abortion:
crap.

115. Back stabbers:
crap.
114. Parents:
dont do much for me.

:::Last time I:::

103. Hugged someone:
this morning.

102. Had food:
a half hour ago.

101. Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile:
a month ago.

100. Cried in front of someone:
i think a month ago.

:::MISC:::

90. Who is the ditsiest person you know:
nick.

89. Who makes you laugh the most:
josh.

87. The last movie I saw:
the simpsons movie.

82. What I don't understand is:
reproduction.

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received:
"you are not a customer because your order didnt go through in our database so we dont have to help you."

76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
my space.

75. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
jiu jitsu tonite

74. The thing im not looking forward to:
working tomorrow.

73. Tomorrow:
is only a day away.

72. Today:
is cold.

71. Next Summer:
is far off.

70. Next Weekend:
i might do somethiing.

67. People call me:
when i dont feel like being bothered.

62. The person who knows the most about me is:
pickle.

60. The most difficult thing to do is:
swallow a horse.

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket:
almost once.

60.My zodiac sign is:
a dump truck hanging over my toilet.

55. The first person i talked to today was:
joshua.

54. First time you had a crush:
maybe 3 or 4.

53. The one person who i can't hide things from:
Jesus.

52. Last time someone said something you were thinking:
a week ago.

51. Right now I am talking to:
pickle.

50. What is your dream job:
mom

49. First real job:
hot skates.

48. I have/will get a job:
have two..

47. I have these pets:
my kitten pickle

46. I wish:
i were asleep.

45. The worst sound in the world:
fork scraping against teeth.

44. The person that makes me cry the most is:
myself.

43. Best sound in the world:
the latin loops ringtone on my phone..

39. Person[s] that makes you happy:
Jesus, Josh, Pickle.

35. Florida or Hawaii:
brazil

33. My favorite piece of clothing:
black, audrey hepburn inspired winter coat.

31. Last time I cried:
last thursday.

30. My friends are:
just as busy as me.

29. My computer is:
slow today.

28. The school I go to is:
none as of now

27. Last person I got mad at:
uhhh...

22. The all-time best movie is:
amelie

21. The all-time best feeling in the world is:
droppin a ripe one.

17. I lose all respect for people who:
are bitter.

16. The movie I cried at was:
elf

14. TV channels you watch:
none cos i have no tv.

13. Favorite web site:
recipezaar.com

12. I like love:
yes.

11. The worst pain I was ever in was:
i dont know yet.

10. My favorite word is:
loaf.

9. My room is:
my entire apartment.

8. My favorite celebrity is:
none.

5. My weakness is:
granola bars.

4. What I like about the opposite sex is:
josh haynie.

3. Who broke your heart:
enough people.

2. One thing that makes you feel great is:
choking from mount.

1. One person that you wish you could see right now:
my family....

times they are a changin'

so much new.

its good.

(two new additions to my life: josh and pickle)

you're just not being fair

i can't even say it enough how you are just not being fair.

what hope was there of prosperity from half-assed attempts with thousands of miles spacing us apart?

i have had no arguments as of yet, one month in. 

i have had no bitter feelings as of  yet, one month in.

i am happier than a pig in poo, one month in.

you're just not being fair.

i was told to let you go and now i see why.

you have no strength to stand on your own, just crumble and die at the sight of bad news.

life is not full of good things always. 

the brighter side is not always the brightest place.

i wish you well, i really do.

i hope one day you can BE the strong man i know you are supposed to be.

one day i hope for my friend back.

newness everywhere

i moved into my new place june 1st.
it's so weird almost being completely moved out of my boxes.  i dumped the last 2 all over the floor this morning.

i have a couch, a coffee table, 2 barstools, a bed, a mirror, 2 book shelves, a computer desk, *soon* a computer, and the beginning of a photo wall.  its amazing.  it's all MINE.  it's all MY stuff, where I want it and HOW i want it.  it is MYSPACE haha.  well, MY *insert space* SPACE. 

it's honestly made me super happy.  im no longer wondering if im cramping someone's style or too loud or home too much.  it's all my own.

im learning about my new neighbors.... what exactly is TMI, who drinks too much and that NO ONE be trusted.  i got my bike stolen.  someone clipped my lock.  oh well.  it was a pretty broken down bike for looking so new.

im going home for my cousin's wedding this weekend.  i got my first credit card. my birthday is in less than 2 weeks.

it's all going to be ok.  for the first time in a long time, i feel ok.

blood test results

if anyone can tell me what this means * i can't decipher my doctor's chicken scratch- i think its a rule to be a doctor that you have to be able to write completely illegibly *

my hemoglobin is .5 higher than it should be and my glucose is 52 lower than it should be.  so my glucose is insanely low and i had orange juice an hour before my blood test that morning and thats chock full o sugar...

soooo anyone got a clue?